Saturday, October 17, 2009

At the end of my rope...

Lately I feel like I am being challenged at EVERYTHING I do. I feel like someone wants me to quit and say enough is enough! There is not enough time in the day to finish anything that needs to be done and when I help someone things just get further and further behind. I love helping others and do not mind when things come up but I just need two or even just one day to myself to get all that needs to be done, done.
Me and Michele (my sister-in-law) went to the temple Friday night and even there I felt challenged. It was VERY busy and when it came to our turn I happened to glance down at my names and "oh no" I have NEVER had such long hard names!
On the drive home from Orem tonight (the last couple of unplanned days in Orem, in other peoples clothing) I though I am just going to go home and finish my lesson for Sunday and things will be just fine. Well on the answering machine was "by the way you have 4 new kids in your class all boys and one is Autistic". My heart just stopped. My Primary class already has 9 kids, 4 girls and 5 boys, I need a bigger room and Carter is hard enough, I need a miracle!!